Books of My Youth
The first books I remember reading as a child were baseball biographies. Stories of baseball legends like Babe Ruth, Ted Williams, and Stan Musial. I also have a fond memory of reading a book about the favorite baseball player of my youth titled: Ken Boyer: Guardian of the Hot Corner. (Why do such trivial things make such impressions?) The first novel I remember reading was Across the Five Aprils by Irene Hunt. It was a short novel about the American civil war that I read when I was about ten years old. Amazingly, it is still on my bookshelf! In eighth grade, I remember reading A Separate Peace
, and in high school, I read Charles Dicken’s Great Expectations, Aldous Huxley’s Brave New World, Mark Twain’s Adventures of Huckleberry Finn
, Ernest Hemingway’s The Old Man and The Sea
, George Orwell’s Animal Farm, and many others.
In college, I remember reading Robert Pirsig’s Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance: An Inquiry into Values, and I was particularly moved by Herman Hesse’s Siddhartha.
No doubt the memory of reading many other books has long since evaporated, and there are thousands of wonderful books that I’ve never read.
The Party seeks power entirely for its own sake. We are not interested in the good of others; we are interested solely in power, pure power. … Power is not a means; it is an end … The object of persecution is persecution. The object of torture is torture. The object of power is power. ~ George Orwell 1984
But the novel that influenced me the most was George Orwell’s masterpiece, 1984. ( It was the Boston Public Library’s choice as the most influential book of the twentieth century.) It is the most personally transformative novel that I’ve ever read. No one who reads and understands the book remains unchanged. Orwell removes a curtain that hides reality behind it—a reality so different from its portrayal by the voices and images that proceed daily in front of us and which mislead and control rather than inform, thereby making a mockery of truth. In Orwell’s world The Ministry of Truth lies; The Ministry of Peace wages war; The Ministry of Love tortures. In our own society, politicians lie with impunity; the Department of Defense wages war, and the CIA and penal system torture.
It is as if Orwell allows us to peer past Kant’s phenomenal world to the noumenal world—to the way things really are. To a social and political reality so bleak and barren that even love cannot thrive. In the end, the novel’s protagonists, Winston and Julia, betray each other because, contrary to what I’ve written in previous posts, love is not stronger than death, at least it is very hard for it to be in this world. (It is hard to love in a society that pits each person against others.) Here is Winston and Julia’s conversation after both have been emptied of their most noble inclination—the inclination to love another.
“I betrayed you,” she said baldly.
“I betrayed you,” he said.
She gave him another quick look of dislike.
“Sometimes,” she said, “they threaten you with something—something you can’t stand up to, can’t even think about. And then you say, ‘Don’t do it to me, do it to somebody else, do it to so-and-so.’ And perhaps you might pretend, afterwards, that it was only a trick and that you just said it to make them stop and didn’t really mean it. But that isn’t true. At the time when it happens you do mean it. You think there’s no other way of saving yourself and you’re quite ready to save yourself that way. You want it to happen to the other person. You don’t give a damn what they suffer. All you care about is yourself.”
“All you care about is yourself,” he echoed.
“And after that, you don’t feel the same toward the other person any longer.”
“No,” he said, “you don’t feel the same.”
If Orwell is right, life is bleaker than we usually let ourselves imagine. If Orwell is right, life may be even bleaker than we can imagine. Power and the lust for it largely remove the beauty and love from the world. Orwell taught me how bad the world can be. Let’s hope it will be better someday.
It is so hard to predict the future. But surely we must be vigilant about all this. I also think it is the power of corporations that we really have to worry about. In our system corporations are essentially buying government—the former check on their powers.
Is there ehics that govern our world besides power as an end rather than a means? If so, then the question remains of whether this information is part of evolution or a intelligence that lies beyond our normal senses.
I can only feel that in this time in time that what man tries to make sense of may only be understood partially by others who pursue an interest in conceiving it. Yes, this statement is as contrived as it is redundant. Meaning, that the pursuit of understanding is as futile as Job in the bible being consoled by his mortal peers. What is the truth? Is their science and religion? Do both intertwine, and aside from that. Good and Evil? Is mankind destined to be torn in two directions, and if so, after we’re dead too? 1984 concerns life in the living realm of existence. My truest concern is for my own need and desire to not suffer. And to be loved.
To address the subject more directly. I feel that the right does it’s damndest to twist things around so much in it’s pervasive desire to have a dictate of omni unified control. That there are very few left who can defend the original truth. Obstructionism is the tool used when negotiation fails humanity. A tiff, a spat, a battle, a war. No one wins when one side never concedes.
I am curious to know how Mr. Johnson feels now. He begins his comment with “the right does it’s damndest to twist things around..” Yet just today I read that the Women’s Law Center is saying this about abortion “It’s compassion. It’s healing. It’s selfless. It’s love – and so much more. ” How can the taking the life of a defenseless person be these things? Unless the words are twisted. The world that spawned Julia’s comment in 1984 (quoted above) has become a reality… “You want it to happen to the other person. You don’t give a damn what they suffer. All you care about is yourself.”
don’t know who mr Johnson is. if you’re interest in really understandng the issue u r so concerned about see
https://reasonandmeaning.com/2019/05/19/professional-ethicists-rarely-oppose-abortion/
Political totalitarianism is complete when it invades the mind. Propaganda is a weapon of mass destruction most to be feared in our time.
We should all shun the labeling of ourselves and others as “Left” or “Right.”
Leaders on both sides lust for power. Both sides twist the truth to influence the citizens to their side. Both break the law, and both rarely are punished. That is the real glaring signal-flare that the system is broken; One set of rules for you, and quite another for us.