Books of My Youth
The first books I remember reading as a child were baseball biographies. Stories of baseball legends like Babe Ruth, Ted Williams, and Stan Musial. I also have a fond memory of reading a book about the favorite baseball player of my youth titled: Ken Boyer: Guardian of the Hot Corner. (Why do such trivial things make such impressions?) The first novel I remember reading was Across the Five Aprils by Irene Hunt. It was a short novel about the American civil war that I read when I was about ten years old. Amazingly, it is still on my bookshelf! In eighth grade, I remember reading A Separate Peace, and in high school, I read Charles Dicken’s Great Expectations, Aldous Huxley’s Brave New World, Mark Twain’s Adventures of Huckleberry Finn, Ernest Hemingway’s The Old Man and The Sea, George Orwell’s Animal Farm, and many others.
In college, I remember reading Robert Pirsig’s Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance: An Inquiry into Values, and I was particularly moved by Herman Hesse’s Siddhartha.
No doubt the memory of reading many other books has long since evaporated, and there are thousands of wonderful books that I’ve never read.
The Party seeks power entirely for its own sake. We are not interested in the good of others; we are interested solely in power, pure power. … Power is not a means; it is an end … The object of persecution is persecution. The object of torture is torture. The object of power is power. ~ George Orwell 1984
But the novel that influenced me the most was George Orwell’s masterpiece, 1984. ( It was the Boston Public Library’s choice as the most influential book of the twentieth century.) It is the most personally transformative novel that I’ve ever read. No one who reads and understands the book remains the same. Orwell removes a curtain that hides reality behind it—a reality so different from its portrayal by the voices and images that proceed daily in front of us and which mislead and control rather than inform, thereby making a mockery of truth. In Orwell’s world The Ministry of Truth lies; The Ministry of Peace wages war; The Ministry of Love tortures. In our own society, politicians lie with impunity; the Department of Defense wages war, and the CIA and penal system torture. We live in an authoritarian and nationalistic right-wing system of government—a near fascist state.
It is as if Orwell allows us to peer past Kant’s phenomenal world to the noumenal world—to the way things really are. To a social and political reality so bleak and barren that even love cannot thrive. In the end, the novel’s protagonists, Winston and Julia, betray each other because, contrary to what I’ve written in previous posts, love is not stronger than death, at least it is very hard for it to be in this world. (It is hard to love in a society which pits each person against others.) Here is Winston and Julia’s conversation after both have been emptied of their most noble inclination—the inclination to love another.
“I betrayed you,” she said baldly.
“I betrayed you,” he said.
She gave him another quick look of dislike.
“Sometimes,” she said, “they threaten you with something—something you can’t stand up to, can’t even think about. And then you say, ‘Don’t do it to me, do it to somebody else, do it to so-and-so.’ And perhaps you might pretend, afterwards, that it was only a trick and that you just said it to make them stop and didn’t really mean it. But that isn’t true. At the time when it happens you do mean it. You think there’s no other way of saving yourself and you’re quite ready to save yourself that way. You want it to happen to the other person. You don’t give a damn what they suffer. All you care about is yourself.”
“All you care about is yourself,” he echoed.
“And after that, you don’t feel the same toward the other person any longer.”
“No,” he said, “you don’t feel the same.”
If Orwell is right, life is bleaker than we usually let ourselves imagine. If Orwell is right, life may be even bleaker than we can imagine. Power and the lust for it largely remove the beauty and love from the world. Orwell taught me how bad the world can be. Let’s hope it will be better someday.
7 thoughts on “Orwell’s 1984”
It’s true: love is not stronger than death and the consequence of that is that our survival instinct always trumps altruism and sacrifice. It’s a baseline function of our biology. Society is set up to exploit this reality for profit. It’s a sad condition, but it’s our reality.
people do sometimes sacrifice their own lives for others.
sometimes people sacrifice their lives for others.
Yes, peace is war in the sense that who began the Internet that we are using at this moment?: What is called ‘Defense’. Waging war is called Defense, because we are told to guard the peace, we must prepare for war. To survive as a nation, we are told, we must destroy other nations—or at least we must engage in nation building. And if nation building does not succeed, we must say that we at least attempted to build nations. And there’s an inscription on a CIA building: “the truth will set you free”!
One of the strangest things about the penal (“Corrections”) system is how though the Right is often opposed to homosexuality, prisons are frequently filled with homosexual activity—more like a Penile System in the case of many male prisoners.
However, in a part-civilized nation, a part-civilized world, we can only expect punishment. A crudely Darwinist world must necessarily be a crude world of punishment. Perhaps if we dedicate this century to carefully building a genuine civilization, possibly in the 22nd century we could go beyond mere civilization. We can and will make small mistakes, but making too many big mistakes means we’ll never know true civilization. The majority of us are stuck in the past; sometimes the very distant past.
“Down by the spreading Chestnut tree,”
laments one of the two main protagonists in ‘1984’, “I sold you and you sold me.”
A doggerel emblematic of more than totalitarianism.
For years I have put off reading novels, preferring non-fiction and biographies, but eventually I have heard about these great works you mention, so many times, that I bought them all in the form of graphic novels so that I can read them quicker, and also to get a proper taste of the work, so to speak, before committing to read the book proper. 1984 is pure genius. I am still letting its content sink in.
Great books will never make you feel the same again, indeed! I must say I find Orwell very fascinating, both the writer and the individual. Thank you.
As I say, I’m a reader exclusively of non-fiction. But I read 1984 almost 40 years ago and it has always stuck with me.